主的恩典乃是一生之久

圣灵啊 求你来

我软弱你明白

我无言 你叹息

亲自为我代求

你鉴察我的心

使我走在属神旨意

你医治我的灵

使我生命再次绚丽

啊 我心不住赞美

啊 我灵不住称谢

一宿虽有哭泣 早晨必欢呼

主的恩典是一生之久

啊 我心不住赞美

啊 我灵不住称谢

一宿虽有哭泣 早晨必欢呼

主的恩典是一生之久

One of the songs that never fail to make me tear up when I hear it.

Snipsnipsnip

I can finally cut my hair today!!

It's been at least half a yr since my last trim... SO LONG that my hairstylist left the salon I used to patron in Oct and I only knew a couple of wks ago...
Had the urge to cut my hair since a mth ago but din have the time and when I tot of what I had to do to my hair for EMCC, I thot better wait till post concert lah huh....

Got a new stylist (Paul) at the same plc... nth drastic... just a trim, more layer and trimmed my fringe as well..



I look like I just rebonded my hair coz he used a flat iron on my hair aft he finished to show me the layer...



Now my hair feels SOOOO tidy I cnt stand it!!
It's ok, I'll get over it once the straightness wears off :)

OK... HISTORY paper chiong!!!


Oh, and I got another bday surprise :D
Poppy got me a Candy-wrap for my cammie <3

**anw, sorry for poor quality photos, too lazy to tk photos and upload w my cam, so had to resort to using my lousy webcam**

Post-Concert Withdrawal Syndrome.

Defined by any one of the following:

• A physically drained body with a crazily alert mind
• The show is over, but the songs and steps are still stuck in your head
• Contradicting feelings of excitement, joy, relief, sadness, misses, uneasiness and sianess of coming back to reality
• You took out your clothes to do the laundry and wondered what were u thinking when u wore so many things just for 1 item
• You desperately want to start studying for your term test which is less than 24hrs away but all u did was upload photos on facebook
• You receive 100 emails and notifications telling u that s'one has tagged u in their photos
• Y0u receive 300 emails and notification telling you that s'one has commented on one of ur photos
• You miss the people that was a major part of ur life for the past 7 weeks

Ok, photo-time!!! Credit to my birthday prezzie #1 :D


War zone: Dressing room 5


Blast post-company warm-up, pre-concert tradition


There goes my 3 pairs of fakes..


WL's prezzie for his dancers :)
Contains a sweet note from him, a sweet rocher and beautiful customised shoelaces (prepared by Sharon dear)!!

And the usual MIX cam-whoring collection:







I noe some of u posed, so sorry my S90 went to Macro mode coz it tried to focus on s'one's hair -_-


Waving goodbye to the full-hs crowd.

Post-concert!!



Awesome ppl who came to support me :) Thank u all for coming!!

CHAOS love :)


Sweet

My dardar!

And of coz....

:) Poppy pie's grand entrance and his beautiful bouquet :D
I love it! Probably the most gorgeously wrapped bouquet I've received :)







I know I won't regret doing EMCC, esp when it's w MIX, esp when it's WL's 1st choreo for a Blast concert, esp when it's my final sem in NUS.
It had been an awesome experience, with amazing memories (and photos!!) :)



BLAST PHOTOOOO~!!!

An Emotional Kaleidoscope

Hey guys, EMCC 2010 is TMR!

Location: NUS - University Cultural Center

Time: 8pm

Tickets: FREE - but pls queue up for tix 1 hr in advance (7pm). Everyone is entitled to collect 4 tix each. But shld the response be overwhelming, no. of tix to be collected maybe reduced (last year those who came ltr only managed to collect 2 each)

Anw my item is the opening act, so if u guys are late, u'll only see me aft the concert :(

Those who are coming can let me know so that I can see if there are anyone else to collect tix for u or whether u can collect tix for others as well :D

Hope it'll be a great show tmr!!

**This time, it'll only be Blast. No other random items by other cultural arts grps so I hp u guys wun fall aslp**

rarrrr.... LAUNDRY time -_-

I wanna fly toooo! :(

Just sent mummy and Pei off to the airport for their Hokkaido trip...

She'll be away for a week and I'm so gng to miss her!!

PLUS I have to do housework and there's no one to wash my (dance) clothes aft my rehearsal and perf :( :( :(

Whhhhyyyyyyy......

*Coz they wanna go and take the ice-breaker cruise*

1st night, I'm spending it with....

Correctional reading #4. And a BOX of rocher :) :) :)

Anw, I feel so much more recharged aft service today.

The power of God's wordssss!

My cousin joined us for the 1st time and I hope he'll cont to come every wk aft dat :D

Spent 20mins shopping at and I actually managed to get my BLACK dance shoes w/in such a short time!! Man, I'm proud of myself :) and poppy. haha

Dance was.... DAMN TIRING today... 3 more days.

ENDURE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byebye mummy, I'll miss uuuu!

Let it rain, Let it rain....

Been dancing everyday since Wed...

Will be dancing everyday till the coming Wed...

S'times I feel like slapping myself for getting involved in all these things... But it's my last chance to perf, my last chance to dance. I believe I will have no regrets :)

Still, I really need all the strength I can get to pull thru the nxt 2 weeks:

Mon: Stage blocking + Full-dress

Tues: Private preview show (I have 2 tix, let me know who wanna come yah?)

Wed: Actuall EMCC show / Addictive commentary due

Thurs: Chiong for Correctional test

Fri: Correctional Test

Sunday: MY BIRTHDAY

Mon: History & Systems paper due

Wed: Addictive proj meeting

Thurs: Innovativeness paper due

Fri: Correctional presentation

Saturday: SLP WHOLE DAY TO RECUPERATE

Dear Lord,

I pray for strength, wisdom, energy and determination to stay focused on what I need to do and give my best in all that I'm doing. I pray oh Lord that Your amazing love and power will guide me thru these 2 weeks and help me to make the best of the time that I have. Help me, oh Lord, not to drift away from You even in the midst of all these bustle, but draw closer to You, for You are the only one who can provide the strength that I need. Thank you dear Lord.

In Jesus' name,

Amen

My 23rd WishList

I feel old. But that's not the main pt.

1) CANON S90


I wanted it so much I even joined the photography comp on FB...
But of coz... w my 7.1 megapixel camera... sigh.

2) MAC or TANGS voucher



Coz I wanna get my MAC MAC powder! Did I tell u guys I broke mine and there was still more den half of the powder unused?
I wanna get Gel-liner tooooooo :)

3) A Deuter backpack for upcoming Aussie tip


This is just a random picture... haha
I wan a 60Litre, Top load + Front load :)
Pls let me know if u wan to buy for me k??? I can choose tgt w u :D

4) Sth nice to hang my necklaces





Actually I prefer the hanger to be sth that I can attach on to a wall or my cupboard door coz I have no space on my table anyway...

5) BAGS

(i) Balenciaga Motorcycle Bag

Even the black one is superchio!

(ii) Miu Miu Satchel

I'm looking for nude / grey colour :)

OF COURSE I noe the bags are real exp, so I'm just looking forward to the "inspired" pieces... After all, it's the bag's designs that I really like... Brands and material can come later... ;)

6) Watch BODYWORLDS before it closes on 6th Mar

Not likely because I have tons of submissions.

**Stupid NUS why u so miser on our holidays that u push forward our term break and eat away my 2 days of public hols and cramp up all my submision dates :( **

7) Go on an outdoor shoot with Poppy and his new Lens!

We didn't have time to play with his new lens yet...

8) For LOVE JOY PEACE to always be with my loved ones :)

And I wanna return to God and have an even closer r/s with Him than before... Hate how I always drift away when I get busy...

9) Poppy and I can build a relationship with God as our guide

I hope that Poppy and I can learn to walk tgt and encourage each other as we move closer and closer to God. I'm really thankful that there are times when I forget to listen to God's words and Poppy's there to remind me and pray for me. It shows that he is experiencing God's power as well :)

I hope that we will be able to have a devotional plan tgt soon :)

Yeah, dat's all for now!
I'm going back to my readings...

Will be updating my wishlist on the Wishlist Page on the right :)

Happy valentine's

Don't pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold dearly to what is good. Love each other with genuine affection, and take delight in honoring each other.

- Romans 12:9-10


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Do u rmb...

Poppy... U used to call our story "The story of Dark Chocolate Lovers" :)
<3

Anw Poppy, 9th Feb was our 30th Monthsary, not 29th :P Oooops.
Heheh.

Happy Valentines my Sweet Valentine :) :) :)

29 :)

It's been sometime since we actually celebrated our monthsary...
We realised that tues was our 29th month alrdy (i think...) but we were both so busy with everythg else to have a proper celebration.
In fact, we dun really spend time tgt dng any other thg except work.
Our most frequented places are CL, IRC and LT4. We haven't watched a movie since Body Guards and Assassins (CHRISTMAS! my gosh I din realise hahah) and we haven't been out for nice dinner for a reaaaalllllyyyyyy long time.

I'm not upset, cos I noe it's inevitable.. I needed some Me-time as well (not that I'm getting any, w my shitload of stuff to do and a perf to prepare for). I'm glad that at the very least, we are spending lots of time tgt (although not quality ones) even as we work and that we learn to cherish every little moments that we share w each other :)

It's ok! we'll just have to make it thru these 2 weeks and we can have a mini celebration on 26th feb!! :D *Bigger celebration for my Birthday hiakhiak*

So on 9thFeb10, we were over at Poppy's house trying to fix a Toyogo cupboard for his mum and we were rushing his data for his dissertation tgt.



We had a mini-celebration w our fav BenBen:



And Poppy sent Rocher a White Teddy over Pet Society :) :) :)



Simple moments of sweetness can be so precious...

We decided not to celebrate Vday dis yr coz we really have no time.
Honestly, I dun think I have the time or mood to celebrate even the CNY coz there are just SO many things on hand :(
During CNY week, I have to go back to sch from Wed to Fri for dance and maybe for a Flashmob event on Sat.

Then sch reopens w EMCC runs (3 days), Correctional term test, 2 term papers to hand up, 1 grp proj and 1 presentation b4 I sing Happy Birthday to me.

Hmm... I'm gng to update my wishlist soon :)

3hrs.

I just sat there in from of my laptop for 3 hrs str, typing.
Legs' all pins and needles now.
I can't think anymore coz it's 5am.

I'm gng to die during lesson tmr.
But that's one of my last concerns now.

I hope things end well.

Schizophrenia

One! two! we're coming for you.
Three! four! lock your door.
Five! six! suck on my ****.
Brokencyde will never die! (x2)

Now I can feel the needle break, up inside of my veins.
They try to tell me I'm insane, but they made me that way.
So come and take me away, from this monster that you've made of me.
I feel like dying, erasing all of these memories…

I'm trapped inside this cage tonight!
You torture my brain with blades and knifes!
I need you to try to save my life!
Before I go insane! (x2)

One! two! we're coming for you.
Three! four! lock your door.
Five! six! suck on my ****.
Brokencyde will never die! (x2)

In 7 days my schizophrenia breaks my brain cavity waves, distorted, decayed!
These faces of insane originated this pain, and invented these demented ways to break me!
Intoxicated, I'm faded inside my dreams.
Motivated on defeating these haters in everything.
It's the only thing that keeps me alive.
It keeps me away from all of your mother fucking lies!!!

I'm trapped inside this cage tonight!
You torture my brain with blades and knifes!
I need you to try to save my life!
Before I go insane! (x2)

One! two! we're coming for you.
Three! four! lock your door.
Five! six! suck on my ****.
Brokencyde will never die! (x2)

I feel my nails rip my flesh; I feel I've gone insane.
I never wanted to hurt you, but you made me this way.
So now I know I'm crazy, I feel there's no more pain.
These voices call out to me, they're screaming out my name.

One! two! we're coming for you.
Three! four! lock your door.
Five! six! suck on my ****.
Brokencyde will never die! (x4)

I think the song is growing on me :) I have to be honest I found it quite disturbing at first esp listening to it at 2am w my earph. They were literally screaming out the lyrics and I couldn't make any sense out of wad they're saying -_-
**I always thot it was "Coz when the needle POPS" **

Today's prac was damn shiok :)
I just hate it dat I have to miss dance prac coz of lessons and end up learning steps from s'one else.
I never seem to get the timing right aft dat.
Hope WL conts w clean up.

Next week's midsem break and I still have shitload of stuff to complete.
CNY + Dance prac for the next week. I hope I have time to complete all my backlog, do my assignments, finish my essay and study for my test.

Right now, I just wish for a day to pack my room, go shopping (for things I LIKE) and have a quality day out with POPPY PIE!!!

haiz.

Time for 3Ms

Today has been such a XX day.
I need my 3Ms NOW.

Mask.Massage.Manicure.


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The Lightbulb Joke.

How many psychologist does it take to change a lightbulb?




ONE.


But the bulb must be willing to change.

:)

Hello, look at the triangle cannnnn

I seriously think that drivers sld not horn at P-plates when they are trying their best to PARK.
Even my tester give me 3 mins to park w poles can...
And it's barely 3 weeks since I got my license..
Yahh granted that u have no idea and thot that I'm like 11 mths and 29 days into my driving alrdy but STILL...
Do u think that by honking at me I can miraculously park faster (w/o damaging any part of any cars in the process)???
SERIOUSLY?? were u not a P-PLATE before??
If u dun like waiting for ppl to park, u can jolly well go buy a private housing. U can even park on the pavement if u want..
I'm quite pissed coz cars like them always rob me of the chance to finish parking by myself and in the end I never get to learn. I was really quite ok dat day at Poppy's hs coz there was no car sticking so close to my butt, inching forward whenever I make a little movement and HONK at me when I tried to adjust my steering wheel.

**Note to self: next time, when I know how to park and is considered a seasoned driver, I shall not honk at p-plates because they need to learn too. Patience!

Anw bad mood comes naturally as it inches into Wednesday. Never really look forward to weds coz they are SUPER long days. 2pm-10.30pm.
Need to leave early tmr to collect license and post some stuff for CT...

Where is my BC dresssssss pls dun tell me it's lost in mail again. What the heck was I thinking (or not thinking) when I opted for normal mail?! Stupid.

:( BYE BYE Wednesday... I dun like u.

Dear Poppy Pie...

Thanks for fetching me day in and day out.

Thanks for being patient with me when I'm throwing a tantrum.

Thanks for opening your heart to God.

Thanks for being a great "driving instructor".

Thanks for keeping me on you mind.

Thanks for loving me :)

I love you Poppy!!

ChaoticThrift Bazaar!

Aft burning my weekends on CT Bazaar and Dance... I really shld be doing my readings and weekly commentary.
So I thought I'd just upload the photos to my comp and leave it as dat.
But I had the urge to blog abt the Bazaar as well so...
Here's a quick one!


The set-up was a real chore...
But the end product was pretty satisfactory :)



Business was pretty good that day!
Which made all the standing worth while :) :)



But the in-charge there was quite irritating... He kept bugging us to help him take photos for this and dat..
One of which was his Korea collection.
We had no idea wad was it for :\
But he was nice enough to give us a pretty looking fan each :D
*which was extremely useful for the weather*



Daddy mummy came to visit and show some moral support



Poppy pie and WK came after their AS(h)TON dinner.
*Popppyyy, u look so cute trying to "siam" haha but too bad u didn't manage to*



We closed at ard 11pm dat day, exhausted but high haha
It had been a really interesting experience :)
The packing up was another headache... thank goodness the guys were there...



Went all the way to Bedok85 to have supper.
It was alrdy 12+ by then.



Had a great time chatting and all :)
The Bazaar is still on and we'll try to bring in more clothes as some of the stocks are running out.
DO visit us at Bishan!!
(evening till 10pm are good time to come :) )

Ok. readings, tuition and back to bishan to tend the stall.
CYA!!