August 15, 2010

TRUST.

T - Talk
R - Read
U - Use
S - Self-reflect
T - Thanks

Whenever we think we can't, trust the Lord, because He can :)
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Went for my 1st jog today (since.... that time we jogged tgt in sch during study week)
The most enjoyable part has to be the feeling of temporary disconnection from the world, where I can only hear my breathing, my bossa nova over the earph and my thoughts.

Haven't had time with myself for a very long time (time spent alone surfing FB or watching online vids just dun count).

Bought simple dinner back and is enjoying being home alone for the moment :)

Being alone doesn't necessarily has to be lonely. I think alot of times, we like to surround ourselves with ppl, work, activities and distraction because we are afraid of being lonely, afraid of listening to silence, afraid of experiencing the emptiness we always thot was there in our heart.

I enjoy company from ppl close to my heart, but I also enjoy being alone once in a while. I guess that's y I like taking the bus for a long journey, where I can be there in my own little seat, listening only to what I choose to hear, looking only at what I choose to see.

Was telling Pops we sld try to go on a little poppy-detox one of these weeks, where we'll spend evenings of 1 week away from each other, just to see what it feels like to miss each other over the evenings and cant wait to see each other in the morning :) And to get some decent rest by going home early every day.

Might be a little tough to actualize, considering how much we enjoy each others' co. (esp over dinner) and how convenient it is to meet up..... we'll try :P

A new week is starting. May God grant me all that I need to give my best in what I do and to always TRUST Him :)


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